The week hasn’t even started and I feel like I’m falling apart.
Its hard when you try to leave highschool behind to move forward for the good but in the end you’re only remembered for only the wrongs things that’s been done instead of the good
I can’t ever be good enough how is it you can love someone so much tht your heart just aches all the time
It feel like I can’t breathe like I’m drowning sometimes I just wish the worst of me just bc now I feel like I deserve every bit of it
I just wish for once for good things to happen to me.to overcome and see me for me and the things I’ve done,it’s so hard knowing that all you give to someone makes you so blind sided to see what they’re doing in front of you. I don’t know what do do other than wanting to be with you,because knowing me im the best version of me when I’m with you.
Just never thought pain could get any worse till now.
It’s like seeing your life flash before your eyes,one minute you feel like you’re on cloud nine,but its just your feelings deceiving you.
Fuck th3 bullshit
Pain is gonna be my new love cause from all of that,I feel like that’s all I have.
What’s the point of motivation when you have no one to share your success with
I’ve seen those that lost there soul mate cause they never had the chance or realized when they’ll be gone that’s why I was forever more grateful for who I had on my side.but what do u do when u run in with yur worst enemy and you have no answers.if you’re everything you can be but that still isn’t good enough just imagine me off a cliff cause right now I’m feeling that moment when yur falling in the air and there isn’t a thing you can do anymore except hit the ground.
I was shown to love gave up all that I had to give what I can to show the one I love how much they are never forgotten.
What do you do when you feel like you fallen so hard you’ve lost the sight for motivation,motivation for life a future?when you feel like all you have suddenly becomes nothing.you spend you waking night trying to avoid all the little thing thinking you’ll be doing the right thing,nothing is ever what it seems at least not to me.im the one that leaves with nothing but heartache and a heart full of love and care.
Im too blinded to strive for what is ahead of me then to think about worrying about the past.To know that love for you is still stronger than ever.I ever than it was possible to love someone so much for how little they love in return.I admit from when was back then was all my mistake and hope you’d overlook my things ive done now are so great not to replace but grow.Thats all i want to do,imagine my self is that i can grow with you.Childish ways to immature days we both were so reluccant to understand what we had.Now I see myself imagining hoping that you love me to to want to venture out in this place we call life to hope to make it as our own.Till this very day i never forget the reason why I fell in love with you in the first place aside from your never ending laughter and full of life is that you saw me for the person that I am, to never be afraid to be me. I guess you can see why it is im so different towards you than anyone else.I love you for having such a huge heart not much I can say about me.But all i know is that you’re the one i want to be the one i want see each morning when i wake up.the one person i wen tot create crazy adventures then one where I can finally cross off going to the san diego zoo with.i know im far from perfection but i just wanna strive for you to be by my side.
I’m not sure who I am
What to do
How to think
I used to know that I had so much love and passion
For someone to give your all to to give your love to to give everything you could possibly have.
For being so certain and hopeful is just shattered damn you for being the person you are.the person who made it capable to love you.
To give you all that I could just was never enough.
Damn you for being who you are to let my guard down to share all that I have
Fuck you for giving me all the dreams for the future
Because you I never thought this love this capability I have to care to rescue to love to cry to hurt to thinking about a future life was possible.
All tht I’ve to show you just was nothing I lost you myself to truth I don’t think I ever had faith in my own self to begin with.but I thought for all that you’ve seen the things I’ve done you’ll finally see
Truth be it that I’m not capable of anything.